avoiding studying...

so, right now as I am avoiding studying about abortion for a quiz tomorrow, my heart hurts.
My heart hurts because I have recently seen someone else's heart hurt. I hate seeing someone's heart being broken. I hate hearing someone say the words "I give up... It's not worth waiting on..." I hate seeing someone, who is such a strong person, give up trying to get something they want. My heart just goes out to this person... I hope and pray that one day this person starts to see the huge plans God has for them...

Secondly, as I am looking at a list of different abortion procedures, my insides feel like they are about to come out of my mouth in the form of vomit--for a couple of reasons. Obviously, the procedures are crazily disgusting and appalling and horrible to read about... Secondly, I think about the turmoil in the heart of the woman having the abortion because I cant really imagine the thought process she is going through... (i pray that our generation realizes that the tissue inside of the woman is a human being with a purpose... with a life... with a need for love...I feel like if we realize that, things might change.) A couple of my favorite verses comes to mind when I hear about abortion. It's something I pray that my life accomplishes. "Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves; ensure justice for those being crushed. Yes, speak up for the poor and helpless, and see that they get justice." (Proverbs 31:8-9) I want to speak up for these babies that cant speak for themselves. I cant help but cry when I think about the (would be) teenagers in my generation that were aborted... I cant help but think of the senior year they didnt have...the graduation they will never get to be a part of... the dorm that they will never get to decorate. the families they never had... it's just a hard thing to think about.

well, that's all for now... until next time...